Current location:	school
Current mood:	blah
Current music:	djshk

I go on LJ maybe once a month..
And I only ever go on when I'm at school because when Tara's on it reminds me and I'll be like O I HAV AN LJ.

I have no friends on here anyways, not that it matters but it gets pretty boring because nothing's ever going on in my life. I like to read my friends entries, but like I said unfortunately I barely go on.

I will update my LJ for no reason, I want to do 'shrooms so bad on Janna's birthday. And we're going to.

There's this guy I hate, Josh, and I'm gonna make fun of him in math today; I think he's a Jew. NOT THAT I'D BE MAKING FUN OF HIM FOR THAT! I don't make fun of Jews, but he thinks he's so left wing but he's not and he just gives us a bad name because he's a poser, IMO. He's always like "DESTROY CAPITALISM, Capitalism is for greedy pigs, blah blah" and he loves Israel. And Jews. He used to be a pacifier, but now he's trying to act right wing by saying "Wars are necessary". He used to be so anti-racism, but now he's a realist which to me is gay EVEN THOUGH I myself have been through that phase, I am a realist however political correctness is destroyin' mi mindz.

He pretends to be left wing but bitches about black people bitching and wanting land (and he's got it wrong, lol. He means INDIANDS, they're the ones that want land) and it's not normal for a democratic socialist like him to not support social justice.

That's the problem with him, he doesn't believe in social justice and he's just really gay.
He's so cute though :hearts:

What else.

I burned my hand and it hurts a lot and now there's going to be a permanent scar on both my hands because I burned my left one when I was 6 and my right one 9 days ago. I swear, either my school is going to blow up or my house is going to catch on fire this year - whatever. I will die in a fire. Or just get 3rd degree burns.

I hate school so much because we never learn anything fun, even though everything I learn is still knowledge right? Yeah. But I hate it I hate it I hate it it's boring and not interesting and I just want to go to University RIGHT now.

And I bitch a lot on the internet, like, I'm not even talking to someone right now. I am so quiet in real life because people listen to me in real life and I just don't want them to know I say things like this. I likeh 2 bi da quiet irl. But when I'm with my friends I don't. I don't know. The internet is just so......... easy. I can dis someone so easily, argue with them so easily, talk to them easily, but IRL I'm so shy when I don't know that person and I hate it. I hate not being shy on the internet but being shy in real life. I wish I was shy on the internet and talkative/outgoing IRL. I am kind of outgoing in real life, but only when my friends are around me or when I'm drunk or when I'm hyper or happy or feel confident. Which is 70% of the time, but I'm still shy.

And I'm so tired right now, I went to sleep at 10:30 hoping I would wake up around 6-630, and I did - but I went back to sleep and woke up at 7:40 and was therefore late for Planning and now I have 10 minutes left until this class is over, ten more minutes of this journal.

But I don't know what to write...
I can write about 300 but I talk about that too much, I hate it; yet I love it. I hate it more than I love it.

Things that piss me off:
1) Israel, Zionists, Zionism and most Jews.
2) People who support Israel
3) People who hate the Arab countries that are against Israel
4) People who don't have the same opinions as me
5) Being shy
6) Pro-lifers
7) People who support Capital Punishment
8) People that aren't like Connor;
9) capitalism

but rly, I hate right wing pundits, ALMOST all of the above.

People I hate, I hate a lot of people. In fact, in math today I'm going to make a list.

Man I don't know...

I finished To Kill A Mockingbird yesterday, it was meh. It made no sense at the end, so being the pretentious person I (sometimes) am, I'm going to examine it because there must be some sort of hidden story, meaning, something. I'm going to take it apart and figure out what it means if it takes me my life, but not really. I want to enjoy it.

There's 3 minutes left gtg LJ bye LJ.